So I'm over it, I'm done, I'm not going to sit around anymore waiting for you to come around. I'm not going to allow you to have any effect on my life and the things I choose to do. I'm so over all the cheap talk. I'm over the fact that you will never change. That nothing will ever be good enough for you.
I'm okay with the fact that you'll put the blame on everyone else BUT yourself. That according to you, your life is already planned out therefore you really just don't give a shit about what you do. I'm fine with the fact that our son will someday learn the real you and make an opinion for himself.
I'm over trying to please you. I'm over making excuses for you. Trying to make you look good when everyone knows who you are and what you're about. I'm over trying to include you in my life and let you know what I do every minute.
Things won't change and I love you dearly and always will but now that I have someone WAY more important in my life to take care of and love with all my heart, you in my life just isn't important to me.
People come and go. I will find someone who will take care of Jace and I. I will find someone who will appreciate me and the little things I do for the ones I love. I will find someone who will return the favor for me. Who won't complain about every little thing. Who won't try to bring down the people around him because he isn't happy.
I will find happiness with someone else and as much as it saddens me to say this and to write this because we've had such a past and now we have a future for our son...I'm now going to accept the things I cannot change and finally allow myself to be happy and no longer be brought back.
I'm accepting it all
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